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"text": "I used to get bad panic attacks while driving, and the trigger and underlying cause was pretty obvious. But they faded over time and I felt that I was panic-free for a few years.Until fucking LAST WEEK when I had a small one while carpooling to choir practice, and then a big fucking one the next day when driving to the doctor\u2019s office for routine lab work! And now I don\u2019t feel safe driving at all! And I have to do a lot of driving this week! WHAT AMAZING TIMING!Does anyone have any good quick fixes for driving panic? I honestly do not know if I did anything to help it go away or if it just faded on its own. I suspect the actual common thread behind them is Fear Of Mortality and I\u2019ve had plenty of things driving that fear lately, and like, okay it\u2019s great that my brain is in full-on self-preservation mode but maybe causing me to nearly pass out and lose control of a two thousand pound machine wrapped around a 50kWh lithium battery isn\u2019t the best way to go about that?I mean okay, fair, you\u2019re preventing me from entering the machine in the first place, so, good job",
"html": "<p>I used to get bad panic attacks while driving, and the trigger and underlying cause was pretty obvious. But they faded over time and I felt that I was panic-free for a few years.</p><p>Until fucking <strong><em>LAST WEEK</em></strong> when I had a small one while carpooling to choir practice, and then a big fucking one the next day when driving to the doctor\u2019s office for routine lab work! And now I don\u2019t feel safe driving at all! And I have to do a lot of driving this week! WHAT AMAZING TIMING!</p><p>Does anyone have any good quick fixes for driving panic? I honestly do not know if I did anything to help it go away or if it just faded on its own. I suspect the actual common thread behind them is Fear Of Mortality and I\u2019ve had plenty of things driving that fear lately, and like, okay it\u2019s great that my brain is in full-on self-preservation mode but <em>maybe</em> causing me to nearly pass out and lose control of a two thousand pound machine wrapped around a 50kWh lithium battery isn\u2019t the best way to go about that?</p><p>I mean okay, fair, you\u2019re preventing me from entering the machine in the first place, so, <strong><em>good job</em></strong></p>"
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Ha @EliotHiggins I am literally doing the same thing with @TheGrayzoneNews coverage of Ivan Katchanovski "rigorous" story
I was gonna do @LucyKomisar next
Now I don't have to
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"text": "Ha @EliotHiggins I am literally doing the same thing with @TheGrayzoneNews coverage of Ivan Katchanovski \"rigorous\" story\n\nI was gonna do @LucyKomisar next\n\nNow I don't have to",
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Cana here is a graph of communities around Pro-Russian accounts.
6.2 million tweets were collected, then a subset of just Canadian accounts were extracted.
25% of tweets were Pro Russian.
Here is what your megaphone of Pronounced Nonsense looks like
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"text": "Cana here is a graph of communities around Pro-Russian accounts.\n\n6.2 million tweets were collected, then a subset of just Canadian accounts were extracted.\n\n25% of tweets were Pro Russian.\n\nHere is what your megaphone of Pronounced Nonsense looks like"
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Hey Canada look at Pro-Russian accounts that make up a WHOPPING 25% of the Pro-Russian comments on Canadian Twitter.
Now you figure what percentage of the 75% left are bots?
In US sphere #MAGA is made up of 75% bots
#NAFO
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"text": "Hard to evaluate the scholarship when the \"scholars\" block you...\n\nTrying to blame Maidan snipers in the West is just utter pronounced nonsense.\n\n#nafo",
"html": "Hard to evaluate the scholarship when the \"scholars\" block you...\n\nTrying to blame Maidan snipers in the West is just utter pronounced nonsense.\n\n<a href=\"https://twitter.com/search?q=%23nafo\">#nafo</a>"
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From my DMs: the growing realization that kowtowing to the DEI mob doesn't buy you points; it emboldens them and makes them realize that they have power over you
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"text": "so DEI efforts embolden the marginalized?\n\nKinda think that is how DEI is supposed to work"
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I'm a vatnik! I'm a liar! Geez you all really are pathetic. Odessa and malatovs. Tornado Battalion and torture chambers. SMU and disappearing people. Abducting civilians ...
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"text": "I'm a vatnik! I'm a liar! Geez you all really are pathetic. Odessa and malatovs. Tornado Battalion and torture chambers. SMU and disappearing people. Abducting civilians in the name of Ukraine. That's who YOU support.",
"html": "I'm a vatnik! I'm a liar! Geez you all really are pathetic. Odessa and malatovs. Tornado Battalion and torture chambers. SMU and disappearing people. Abducting civilians in the name of Ukraine. That's who YOU support.\n<a class=\"u-mention\" href=\"https://twitter.com/Steezosaurus\"></a>\n<a class=\"u-mention\" href=\"https://twitter.com/dom_lucre\"></a>\n<a class=\"u-mention\" href=\"https://twitter.com/event_horizn\"></a>\n<a class=\"u-mention\" href=\"https://twitter.com/jgmac1106\"></a>"
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Hey #NAFO anyone see this high level of pronounced nonsense video before.
I know we have other movie editors out there, if anyone wanted to stop by and give some notes to the artist I would be much obliged
We in the west should be very ashamed of the murder and violence our nations support in taking over Ukraine in an illegal coup and using poor brainwashed Ukrainians to tr...
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"text": "We in the west should be very ashamed of the murder and violence our nations support in taking over Ukraine in an illegal coup and using poor brainwashed Ukrainians to try and destroy Eastern Ukraine to provoke and weaken Russia. Then to lie about it and blame Russia for a war\u2026 twitter.com/i/web/status/1\u2026",
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Do you mean this guy?
@event_horizn
The person who said Planned Parenthood opens up in Black neighborhoods to harvest melanin because it worth more than gold and titanium and all metals combined?
That guy?
The one who blames everything on Zionists and Soros?
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"text": "Do you mean this guy?\n\n@event_horizn \n\nThe person who said Planned Parenthood opens up in Black neighborhoods to harvest melanin because it worth more than gold and titanium and all metals combined?\n\nThat guy?\n\nThe one who blames everything on Zionists and Soros?",
"html": "Do you mean this guy?\n\n<a href=\"https://twitter.com/event_horizn\">@event_horizn</a> \n\nThe person who said Planned Parenthood opens up in Black neighborhoods to harvest melanin because it worth more than gold and titanium and all metals combined?\n\nThat guy?\n\nThe one who blames everything on Zionists and Soros?"
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"text": "#NAFO is an acronym for Ant-Russian Propaganda Shitposting Meme lords \n\nI saw it in the news.\n\nMust be true",
"html": "<a href=\"https://twitter.com/search?q=%23NAFO\">#NAFO</a> is an acronym for Ant-Russian Propaganda Shitposting Meme lords \n\nI saw it in the news.\n\nMust be true"
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NEW: Microsoft laid off one of its responsible AI teams tasked with assessing the risks associated with integrating OpenAIās technology into consumer products: platformer.news/p/microsoft-ju⦠1/
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"text": "Blog as if there\u2019s an #AI being trained^1 to be you based on your blog posts.\n\nAnd what if it was trained on your Universal Outbox^2?\n\n#IndieWeb #OpenAI #ChatGPT\n\nThis is day 34 of #100DaysOfIndieWeb #100Days\n\n\u2190 Day 33: tantek.com/2023/051/t1/fi\u2026\n\u2192 ...\ntantek.com/t5Pp1",
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Is it just me #NAFO or is their an exponential relationship to the number of people taped to the pole and the worse Russia does in their unprovoked war in Ukraine?
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